Freak Show
L Y R I C S
slave | freak | abuse me | lie to me | no association | cemetery
the door | pop song | learn to hate
| petrol
& chlorine | roses | nobody came | the closing
new race | punk song #2 | undecided |
Lived too long now you've come to take me To a place where I can die Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me Can't be something but I'll try Lived too long and waited to just drown In my self pity I keep falling down Want to be your solider Want to be your slave I have no pride in myself Only book that I own is called 'how to lose' Pick a chapter, I know them all, just choose Lived too long and waited to find A place where I can die Lost my soul, lost my confidence in me Give me something but I'll try Want to be your solider Want to be your slave I have no pride in myself That's how I behave
No more maybes Your baby's got rabies Sitting on a ball In the middle of the Andes Yeah, I'm a freak of nature Yeah, I'm a freak If only I could be as cool as you As cool as you Body and soul, I'm a freak Try to be different Well get a different disease Seems it's in fashion To need the coldsore cream I don't really know How to put on a 'cool' show As boring as they come Just tell me where to go If only I could be as cool as you Freak
Abuse Me
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
Need to ask a question Calling out my name Nothing seems to bother Wish I had a clue C'mon abuse me more I like it Well I don't think you like me Well I hate you as well No one seems to like you Wish I couldn't tell C'mon abuse me more I like it C'mon keep talking 'cause it's true Throw the sailors overboard
Lie To Me
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
Gonna be a liar? Lie to me Yeah Gonna be a while? Lie to me Yeah
No Association
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
You've never wanted to know me before Little or no association Leave me alone, I want to live Stop sucking the blood right out of me Couldn't care less if I died right now Who am I? I don't know, you tell me You seem to know everything else Need a pathway need a guide Contemplating suicide Wish I could be like you You say you care, but do you? Do you? Burn
Cemetery
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
Need a change Not to imitate But to irritate All the ones who hate I may be late Always seem to get the wrong date Well, I guess it's fate I live in a cemetery Full of good will and integrity You see, I have no specialty Here's your warning I'll give you click click boom I live in a cemetery I need a change Not to imitate But to irritate I live in a cemetery
The Door
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
Could've been like before Could've had to lock the door Make your mind Let the door, let the door swing Only one Only one to let the door Wanted to pretend he's dead Didn't have to pretend All this and more Makes no sense to me All this and more Makes me drown Let me know if it's alright Let me know if you just might
Pop Song For
Us Rejects
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
Addiction's held you back But you don't care 'Cause you're on a high again And it's not fair Consuming alcohol While I gotta drive Take a hit from the drugs you stole And try to survive Since your life was over You haven't yet been sober You have held me back so long Everything you do is wrong Now I gotta dump you Continue my life too I tried to help you Don't care what you do You're state of mind's improved But we're still apart I visited you'd moved Don't know where to start Your life's an open cold sore Got to get out the cream Now I'm thinking positive But I know it's a dream You died yesterday
I wanted to be friends with her too So my relationship could be the same as yours I hated everyone just like you Hating you should be introduced as a new law Take the time to learn to hate Come and join the mass debate Take the time, take the time It's all uphill you've gotta climb You betrayed all the trust I gave you Now I need therapy to hate a little more You cannot help me to forgive you The drugs have given you all kinds of different sores As you pump drugs into your bloodstream I sit observing in disgust Hoping that you will finally come clean So I don't have to use this gun
Petrol &
Chlorine
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
Sinking through dark black holes It's never gonna end Open gash in my ribcage It's never gonna mend Take another picture off the wall Sinking deeper every time I fall Each day ends quicker And my mind gets slower too As my life just fades away I wouldn't have a clue Take another drawer out from the shelf I'm too weak to do it by myself Though you had the world at your feet You could see it I was blind Had the perfect job called life You didn't like it you resigned Brain's a square of grass Growing on petrol and chlorine On petrol and chlorine You know just what I mean
Drained as drained can be Life is gone from me Drained if drained is free If only I could breathe Smelling dead roses Take your mind with you There's no room for two I can't handle both Handle both of you Smelling dead roses But I won't fall down No I won't fall down
Laying lost and wounded Just myself to blame Have no life and Being hand-fed pain Head's a crying wasteland Filled with shame Cried for help before and Nobody came His father beats him No hesitation His face left dripping In humiliation As he lies wounded His father turns to clay A frozen statue Can't walk away His head's a crying wasteland Filled with shame Cried for help before and Nobody came To see what I can lose again For being the victim No
Welcome to the closing Not for love what for? It's easy to be taken But to say Come again Leave again Waste of time Come again I'm all alone while you're having fun You have faith while I feel none Sleep till late to waste half the day But I'm happy to live this way And you know that you can't see my pain But you know that I can see your pain Me and shame are the same Me and shame take the blame Me and pain are the same Me and shame take the blame Welcome to the closing
New Race
Note: These lyrics are
unofficial and have not been confirmed.
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
There's gonna be a new race Kids are gonna start it up I'm gonna mutate Our kids'll say "Yeah, Ha!" Yeah, Ha! We're really gonna punch you out Yeah, Ha! We're really gonna punch you out Yeah, Ha! We're really gonna punch you out Yeah, Ha! We're really gonna punch you oh yeah Sick of waking up late, We gotta get your control, Kids are gonna mutate, (???) [chorus] Sick of (secular time?) Keeps faking us out Our kids are gonna reject (???) gonna punch you! [chorus]
Punk Song #2
Note: These lyrics are
unofficial and have not been confirmed.
[AIFF- WAV- RA]
I live for yesterday No one cares or understands Don't feel pain, I'm made of steel I can't answer you If you ask me how I am 'cause I I don't know just how I feel I can feel any pain you give me But I take it and throw it away I'm a hypocrite But that's OK 'cause I do like it But I am careful with who I burn I am free falling With no parachute at all but I don't have any concerns I can feel any pain you give me But I'll take it and throw it away I will kneel to any king you give me But I'll tell you what I'd say: Why are you any better than anyone else? Why are you so good? [chorus]
Undecided
Note: These lyrics are
unofficial and have not been confirmed.
[AIFF - WAV - RA]
You've got to give me a little lovin' baby, If you want a lot of love in return. I wanna be your sweet lovin' man. I wanna do the best I can. Leaving me this very day, Every word I gotta say. Wipe that smile right off your face, Celebrate your crawling pace, Times are movin' much too slow, Make your mind 'cause I, I gotta go. You've got to give me a little lovin' baby, If you want a lot of love in return. I wanna be your sweet lovin' man. I wanna do the best I can. Leaving me this very day, Every word I gotta say. You've got to give me a lot of lovin' baby, If you want a lot of love in return.