-Freaks of Nature-

Enter My Mind

Precious burden I capture deep inside
What would my life be without pain in me

I rely on what you need, devour what you feed
'cause what I try to breed is me in you
There's no one else to blame, this is my favorite pain
and all I want to gain is myself in you.

Wrath is glowing now through my sunken eyes
Pain is growing I'm jaded from your lies

I don't know why but it's the best way to die
You are the trigger and my deepest desire
I'm losing you, but you will always be mine
Promise me now that you will enter my mind, enter my
mind, enter my mind...



Alive

As my blood has turned to dust
and all has died that I have trusted
I no longer want to be here
I can't deny
I've tried to die...

but I'm alive. Can you feel it deep inside.
I'm alive. Can you feel it deep inside.

I know you as I know my pain
and my betrayal was the same
'cause all we needed then was just a lie.



Simon Says

Be, I wanna be
just like you, what you do I want too.
Bleed, I'm gonna bleed
to belong I would give all that you need.

I would give my life to get some rest
but I'll do anything when Simon says...
Throw your hands in the air
wave 'em around like you just don't care

Reap, I wanna reap
Everything that you sow I will keep
Creep, I'm gonna creap
and I'll do it again, and again and again...



I Wish...

Am I too corrosive
Am I just too weak
Am I too contagious
Am I just a freak

I wish that I could hold you
I wish that I could hate you
I wish that I could hold you one more
time, just one more time

Am I what you made me
Am I what you'll reap
Am I all you dreamed of
or am I just a creep

I still see you in my mind
I wish that I could have more time
I know that it will be just fine
All is well now, no need to cry,
no need to cry...



Black

Burnt the flowers in my hand, I was almost there
Your denial my demand, I was already there
Now I'm losing who I am
Save me now cause all I am is black...

Black is black

Turned the water into salt, it was almost dead
Never tried and lost it all, I was already dead
Almost there...



Crave

And so I can't ignore, my heart is bruised and sore
my sanctuary has been raked, been raked,
My soul is colored red, from all the love I bled
my crucifixion is complete, complete,
Now I need a substitute for...

...the love that you gave
now I just can't be saved
and there is no salvation for me.
My sin was to touch but I wanted to much
now I know that I've fallen from grace.

No matter how I try, I still can't justify
my absolution is denied, denied.
And so I'm left to burn, my body craves and years
the beast inside me is alive, alive.



The Bubble Song

So, if I rip your skin
eating my way deeper within.
So, let me be your sin
don't know my face
let me sink in.

All of my life, drained of emotions
I never cried
What am I now, a lack of devotion
I never tried to stay insane.

Why did you leave me,
wish you were near.
So, let me be your fears
wish it was over
drowning in tears.



Right Through You

I recall the scent of you when everything was fine
I remember all the words stuck inside my mind
Cause all the promises were nothing else but lies
I don't have to look at you to see it in your eyes

I see right through you
everything's broken
I see right through you
everything's gone.

Every time I close my eyes I picture you inside
Though I know I've lost it all, forever you'll be mine...
But all the fears inside me left me with your lies
I just have to look at you to see it in your eyes.

Now I'm leaving this behind
I'll erase you from my mind
you were never meant to be mine



Leech

Feed me with my pride, satiate the liar.
Bleed me in your arms, let me be devoured.

Now you see me, now you don't.

You see, the leech is fed but I can't deny,
the blood that was bled really wasn't mine.
I said I loved you, you should know I lied, lied...

Lead me to the light, blind me with devotion.
Read me, I rely on all of your emotions.



Get Inside

Silence now the only sound
shadows gathering around
hiding thoughts inside my mind about you.

I lost what I just had to steal
what we had was so unreal
bleeding scars I tried to heal in me.

Get inside. Fill my mind. Can't define.
I don't know why I...
Get inside. Fill my mind. Can't define.
I don't know why I tried.

Tried to live through sacred lies
feelings had to be denied
I knew it all just had to die away.



I Will Follow

Understand my mind
I know you'd like to find
the needs you hide inside
you'll see them if you try

I can't remember,
I can't remember...

I will follow, needs so hollow

See me now, my friend
be my game, what I pretend
Everything's too late
all what's left is hate