Days of the New

The shelf in the room
has been the way of holding me
and letting me stay

Kick me out
let me go
I don't belong here no more
A releasing sense of getting tired
Hold myself
I can't hold myself

The shelf in the room
has been so true
I can hide in
the shelf in the room

Holding out
never hold in
holding out
never hold

Know when to listen
Know what to listen for
Believe in resistance
don't let them tell you anymore
Is there anyway/no
to get away/no
Ask myself
while I stay inside

The key is so distant
I've closed my doors
The shelf in the room
is rain waiting to pour

Yes, I've finally found a reason
Don't need an excuse
I've got this time on my hands
You are the one to abuse

You're always talking back to me
You won't let it be
Won't you touch me/touch me
It never bothered you before
Now I stand and I peel for more
Won't you touch me/touch me
I won't let it go

I've got this time on my hands

Face of the Earth


I'm the one receiving the pain from you
You would make these lies
I would take them true
You're self existing
no chance of listening
Close your eyes I will help you pray
Listen to God and tell me what he said
and what he says

I'm the one receiving the pain from you
Break me down so shove me in a shoe
You put it on and walk on me all day
Me it wouldn't surprise
It's something you would do
I watch you

I am the ground and the dirt
walk on me
Face of the Earth

Don't you want to feel
Death has done your part
You chose not to feel
You've won a lonely heart
The devil opens his eyes
He breathes right into your face
If you like the smell
You'll really like this place

You'll really like this place
Are you ready to shake
Don't be afraid of the snake
The will to negotiate

You are you/get used to it/open
The same don't appeal/but it will/you are you

Live to live
to die inside you will
Anticipate solitude

Follow me back home
No other place to go
No need to smile or get stoned
you'll always be alone
You'll always be alone
your body stripped down to the bone
No breath to scream out or moan
No freedom nowhere to run
Solitude

To bring me down

Thought less in heart/desperate in honesty
Failed from the start/wasted and suffering
Supply them their drugs/just don't take them away
Scared of a change/existing only

To bring me down

I don't feel like I should even worry about you
But I take the time and you push me away
I don't care too much no more
I always seem to waste my breath
Go my own way
Go my own way

Taken by surprise/by the size of my brain
Knowing all the time all the lies/all the games
Thinking up a storm/when it storms it's going to rain
Taking what's mine all the time/all the time

Take some for yourself
It's all good for something
And when there's no more to give
The window will shine in the light
On what's left for me

Know in your mind that you've got to remember your name

Staggering around/can't find a place to sit down
Nothing suits my ass
Toast to some champaigne of pain
I know you can bring us all a bottle
Remember the time when time was a friend
And you could make him lend you a hand
Now there's a place where taking takes place
And time just gets in your way

Freak

Watch the time
wait for me
patience is reality
I don't know how it feels
no, I can't see with your foot in my face

I don't know how it feels
I can't decide

No, I can't see
with your nose in my business
Your ass in my space
Your life
as my problem
Your foot
in my face

I won't
I can't
I'm lost
I'm a freak

Trust my lie
and you will die
I can't succeed
Now I can't fail
I don't know
how it feels
I can't decide

Searching for things
I can't see
Mountains in front of me
No nothing will conquer
my existence
Fear will not discover
my brain

I'm a freak

Your foot in my face

I feel alone even with myself
but does it better me
I'd like to tell you how I'm seeing now
but ruins everything

You try to judge me now/tomorrow's okay
You try to tell me now how I should feel
I don't feel like I should be here

I feel alone even with myself
Do you know what I mean
I can't explain those things that seem to repel me
They ruin everything

Your fears are working now/but I don't complain
I'm working hard to listen and that's okay
Don't you know it's not okay to be afraid of me

I hate to tell you but you're in my way
I hate when someone tries to push me away
Don't you know you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now

Why don't you listen to this heart full of pain
Sounds like complaining but it's hard to refrain
Don't you know you can't be afraid of me
Giving away all I'm feeling now

I can see the orange sky in front of me
I can see things you'll never see
People say it's all a dream
But I can say words you couldn't speak

Is it me
can you believe
You'll never live the world I live
Is it me
It is only me
I can only live a world to live

Break away from you
shattered beliefs
Detaching from my body
desperate in grief
I have changed the world in front of me
One against all
I'm starving this world

Is it me
do you want me
You think you can have me
Say you love me
you want me
I'm saving my money
'cause I don't pay to breathe

I'm not afraid to live/I'm not afraid to die
I can only give what I see inside
You can only take what I give of me
You can only win when I'm not afraid to lose

Subjected to you mother of nature/limited to the colour of your eyes
Drained by the one you call your lover/She don't care if you live or die
Well I don't have a problem/I evolved/Sometimes there's always problems

I stand above

Some of us play life
like a board game
It's new
fun
and you play it
with people
There's a time
you get tired
and you put it away
Then one day
you get it out
and the places are broken

Self disipline
I want to feel before you
Take it slow
feel before you yeah

That's where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Where I stand
Some of us live life
like we didn't know it exists
Care
Got to care
or it fades away
Then one day
you come to life
and living is over
I just want

All I see is all to see
Stubborn mind in front of me
If you want I'll go away
I'll be here some other day

How do you know you

And I don't feel you now
And I don't see you now
And I don't hear you now
And I don't know you now

How do you know you

You/yes, I've kept the news from you
You/yes it's all in your mind

All I see is all to see
Nothing talking over me

How do you know you

It seems so slow to me
Watching them drop like fleas
Got to run
Got to get over this
I've faced me death
I've drowned in piss

Is it okay if I invade you
Place myself before you
Even though you think
you're so much better than me

I'll break this
I'll take this
If you
I'll ache this
fall through
I'll break this

There is no peace to bring
Pain is the only thing
That's holding on
and won't let go
And can take over you
and won't let you know

Is it okay if I rape you
Make something else
something out of you
Even though you think
I might just set you free

I feel you
I see you
I know you
I watch you everyday

I crave you
I've done you
I've thrown you away
Alone too much to hide